REGRET ?????? still in deep thought

alamak !…long time never talk to anne le…haa…

sat down at atrium with Yilong and Anne and, oh shit time really pass super fast. Soon it would be my “rifle” and i protecting the country in the biggest singapore “ah bengs” gang, in tekong country club with no hair. Now that there is no obligations anywhere, the thought of signing on in army seems so enticing. especially the dollars and cents. there is no one holding me down or being tied down. Hiya it is just the money la !…the incentive, buy car cheap “GA men” sponsor, have baby also Xtra money, Buy house easy get loan. So what is preventing many guys from signing on in the army. It is the biggest fear !!!…That is the fear of regret. 1 thing is for sure, unless u eat army sleep army and live army Go for the ARMY. If not HAHA…good luck to your 2 + 3 years !!!

hiya so easy to regret so many thingssss….LOL 1 word and that is FORGET la…HAAA but no hair how to live !!!!!!!!!!!!!

today i am a stranger

“The stranger”

Ever wondered who the person is when you sit in the bus, what unique story that person have. Behind every facade there is a story, just like the saying goes “we are all brothers, from different mother.”

A close brush on the arms, a simple smile and a small gesture. All would not be commited into memory, in life there are many strangers to know. But they just pass us by…

“strangers”

To see but not to know…

To pass by in a blink of an eye…

with a simple gesture,

see you again soon…

“stranger”

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mistake after mistakes !

I should not be so stubborn and head strong. All these problems are started by myself, shit man my whole life is like a shit hole. Had this really big argument with my mum. Could not take it i just walked out on her, DAMN IT my pride is always doing the talking, i cannot believe it. I feels so childish, but i really do not want to be scolded and scoffed at, let me ask u a simple question. When people say you are stupid do you say “thank you” ?…

Especially when that is coming from your mum, i just cannot take it anymore, when things go wrong does a “Sorry” makes a difference? how to keep my pride down? SHIT HEAD !…

With all my short comings, its no suprise i am so ill tempered. I really must do something about my pride and temper, this is my biggest barrier. damn it, i have the 2 worst possible faults a person can have.

What am i to do?

wil and Ron they both have their headaches, their lives are equally screwed up, by different things going to chill out would get nothing done but just mean getting some load off your chest. is that enough? it is always talk talk and no action…

i really need a sign man !…

late night out with robin !…

Happy birthday Bro…This post dedicated to you.

I remembered the times when we 3 would sit the night out at halo bar and chill, those were the times. We used to frequented the place and saw many “Pei jiu mei” come and go haha. Our heart to heart normally always ended with much laughter and always left the feeling of coming back for more. The funny thing is that we always share sadness than happiness, it always seems that each of our own world is only understood and felt by ourselves.

i need to appreciate those times of your uplifting words, the 1 pharse i would always remember would be “Life has been kind to me, When troubles pull you down. Believe in yourself, for all things are possible if you believe, The world will not stop spinning for me when i’m sad. Time will not stop even if i cry myself to death, So LIVE LIFE FOR YOURSELF NOT FOR ANYONE !” i don’t know you copy from where 1 la…haa…but at that time it really seemed to hit the spot. so thanks for just being a friend and a Bro. ! cheers for your birthday…

clem.

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