special “恋爱”…

Don’t forget memories, but don’t let memories hold you in the past when you have a perfectly good future with me. What it means to indulge, you choose me from the rest because i am different from the rest of the others in the queue. It started out with a mere crush, and here we are writing pages with new entries every time our eyes meet. I might not be the best looking, might not be the cutest, i might not be the smartest, but i am sure i am the one who cares the most. I did not fell in love with your looks, i did not fall in love with your numerous talents, neither did i fall in love with what u have. But i actually realised i fell in love with you as time went by.

I am not able to give you a tangible answer as to why i liked you, but as days passed i realised that there are more to meet the eye with you. With you, it is like a bag of secrets when i put my hand in, and try to pull out something, it would always be different. You heart is like a bottomless pit until now i am not able to see the end of it. When i hope to be your personal diary, it seems to be a lot of difficulty to write on me. I believe it take time to open up, but will time her if you are not trying?

Remember “FOOTPRINTS”? the foot prints on the sand. why would you choose to walk alone when it is easier to lean on me. There is a difference with being selfless and selfish, there might not be much i can do, if you tell me your problems. But at least i can listen. If me being here and you do not feel supported in any way, at least let me feel that you need me.

Seeing you is never enough, after a goodbye, i feeling of miss is quick to fill the void where you should be, and so right now as i am typing this entry. I am missing you right now, Finally i have tear for you, ask me why i will tell you.